Slacker

Pretty sure I forgot I even had a blog! Thats my mom brain! I will be updating soon :) lots to share

So last weekend we went to Ogden to take our engagement pictures.. It was so so so much fun!! We had three different outfits at three different locations. Becca is so stinkin good. I'm so glad Jeff was there he is a creative guy and he thought of all these fun different poses to do! And every one loves the pictures!! I know who is going to be taking my pictures from now on!! My bestest Reeby!! In the beginning my whole idea of the wedding in my head was 50's themed but the closer we get to the wedding I'm not really worried as much. I'm just excited to be married to this amazing man.

Bridals

Ok so this is only a sneek peek of the amazing photos that my best friend took last weekend!! It was so much fun, Mike S. is doing my videography so it was way cool they were both telling me some things to do but sometimes I didnt know what to do lol but it was great. I havent seen a preview of the video yet but I know its gunna be great cause Mike is the bomb.com. Let me tell you though!! Becca is soooooooooo good at taking pictures and she is just getting started. Ok so heres the cool story about the car. I have been trying to get my hands on a 1950's model classic car... no luck .. so we just decided ok whatever we can still make the pictures look 50's without the car. So as we are getting ready to leave I was pretending to hitch hike in the canyon for some pictures and this sweet sweet car drives by and I just start jumping up and down. Well guess what he turned around!!!!!!! He came over to us and let me take some pictures in his car! And the year of the car was a 1954! It was perfect! I dont remember what it was called though.It was a great day though .. good clean fun! Let me know if you need pictures taken and I can get you in touch with Becca. We are doing engagement pictures this weekend and then I will put those up because they arent a secret!!!

School

So I dropped out of school about two months before graduation. I was 31 weeks pregnant to the day and I had a doctors appointment in park city. If you know anything about Kamas, Ut you'd know that if its snowing you don't leave the house! When it snows it really dumps it out. Well me being 18 years old and knowing everything in my old age ;-) I decided that we would be fine to go to park city. So because of the fact that we had a Honda civic that couldn't even get out of the driveway in an inch of snow, we decided to call around. After being told by my cousin/brother Wayne that if I left the house he would paint my back poarch red we called Jeff's grandpa and he said he would take us. It was really coming down by this time and we were driving up the Jordanelle hill when Grandpa Jack said "hold on kids" the next thing I remember was a really loud noise and then being pulled out of the car. I kept passing out and waking up. I remeber being in the ambliance and saying where is Jeff? What happened? Is my baby going to be ok? Then I passed out again. The next time I woke up I was naked on a bed and they were hooking me up to a machine to monitor the babies heart beat. Then I remeber my dad coming and he was holding my hand while the doctor was telling him what was going on. I was having contractions but I wasn't dialating so they weren't to worried about it. They told my dad they might have to take me into surgery to put a stint in my head to drain the blood that was building up. You see what happend was my geometry teachers wife was coming down the hill as we were going up and she lost control and came over into our lane and we t-boned her. I was sitting in the back seat on the passenger side and I wasn't wearing my seat belt proporly. So when we hit her I hit my head on the back of the seat and was knocked uncouncious. My dad left to go home and get things to stay the night at the hospital with me, meanwhile Jeff was taken to LDS hospital for whiplash and grandpa Jack was taken to Heber to be trated for his hands and elbow. I remember thinking something was wrong and I called the nurse to come over. So she was checking to see if everything was okay and I started to hemorage. So they rushed me into an emergency c section. And then came my little boy!! 3lbs 6oz 16inchs he was so tiny!!! God had His hand over all of us!! Aiden is our little miricle boy! So this is the reason I dropped out of school!
Three years later.... I am going back to school at an adult education program! Its great! I went in there thinking it would take me forever but less than 4 months later I'm almost done! I graduate on June 4th! Im so excited! After Im done I can start school at Cameo!!!

New Blogger!!

Oh I am so excited about blogging! Lol I was inspired to start blogging when I saw my aunts blog about her wonderful home, family, and walk with the Lord! And was further inspired when one of my very best friends wrote a blog about my wedding dress on her blog. The list just goes on from there! I have been attempting to plan my 50's themed wedding and have felt a little over whelmed by the whole thing. I want it to be perfect.. you see the man I am now engaged to marry is my ex husband. I know crazy right! Well we met when I was 15 years old.I had just moved in with my aunt(other mother) in Kamas,Ut and I didnt really know anyone. I ended up meeting Jeff( my fiance) and quickly fell head over heels for him. We met on January 28th! A few short months later my cousin who was also living at my aunts house died in child birth and went home to be with Jesus. While it was a graduation day for her, it was a sad day for my family. Now her 2 beautiful little girls still live with my aunt and their father in Kamas. My aunt is now the only mother they have and might I add she is doing an amazing amazing job! About 3 weeks after Christine died I moved back into my dads house in Tooele, Ut and Jeff and I started to drift apart. To make that part of the story short... I ended up pregnant and lost the baby at 13 weeks and 4 months later I was pregnant again. Jeff and I got married... I was 17.. wow (I should have been shot!) Neither Jeff nor I had a relationship with Jesus at this time. I was raised a Christian but I walked away at the age of 13. Jeff was raised LDS but had never really followed it. We started our marriage off with many problems. Drugs being the biggest next to not following Christ. We were only married over a year .. adultery came into play and the drugs just never stopped. So I left. Things got very scary between the both of us I'm going to spare most of the details out of respect for my future husband.. and trust me its not worth hearing. I started jumping from relationship to relationship.. guy after guy.. On November 22nd 2008 I was invited to go to a church called "The Rock" I went and while I was there I surrendered my life to the Lord. OH HAPPY DAY!!!! God was working in my life but little did I know God was also working in Jeff's life. On June 4th '09 Jeff checked himself into the Salvation Army rehab program! Hallelujah! He completely surrendered his life to the Lord as well! It is nothing short of a miracle what God has done in our little family! May 28th will mark 1 year of him being sober! Thank you Jesus. We have been back together since the end of January and he proposed to me on April 9th my 21st birthday! Wow that was a ton to write but hey.. I'm new at this whole blogging thing...